# 3

I WILL ADD. the things I see daily on the bus,

apart from the precious untainted dolls of children. is REVOLTING and strange and I don't even appreciate the bus drivers because they are RUDE and hate me even though I am so lovely to themz. AND things like full Zoo York outfits with prosthetic arm and hook that I saw today are not fazing me anymore. just seeeedlings in my psyche now to be JADED 4ever

#2

SANTA BARBARA BUSIUS FESTIVUS - Mexican children

I have this insanely giant commute to my world here in Santa Barbara. It is two bus rides and the least time I spend on the busses is 40 minutes there and an hour and half back. It is actually a beautiful disguised blessing though I THINK because I don't have friends or social activities every moment in SB (thats the slang ) and thus being ON the BUS in TRANSIT is like I am DOING SOMETHING,

I love watching people I love their habits. BUT REALLY . I love the babies. and here is my first, my baby Mexican boy with a curly and luscious mullet

I realize as I write this I have this fetish thing HAPPENING because in Barbados I did the same thing, took photos of children when they didn't know but OK I WILL DO THIS ANYWAYS>

here is #1

FILM FESTIVAL 2010 -as requested by mustard and liz

THE FILM FESTIVAL IS BUBBLING OOZING UNDER THE SKIN OF THE CITY !!!!!!!!

i cannot wait. i just tried to make my choices for my 10 ticket package as a staffer but I think there are faults because I forgot various things and have NO midnight madnesses NO new john carpenter NO ke Jia Zhang ok
on the lookout.
-NEW JEAN-LUC GODARD-
my GOD of all filmic gods JORGEN LETH's 'The erotic Man'
Werner Herzog's voice is going to flap its angel wings on my ears in his documentary 'Caves of Forgotten Dreams'
Eli just reminded me that a BRILLIANT force apichatpong weerasethakul is back this year and he won CANNES and i cannot WAAIT
there is an EVA GREEN thing called WORTH!? i think i signed up for
VINCENT GALLO IS GOING TO BE BEARDED and in an afghanistan desert silent for 2 hours in this brilliant Polish man's 'Essential Killing'
and what else?? I AM SO EXCITED FOR SO MUCH I CANNOT EVEN TYPE /..../.../ i wonder what i will end up seeing/loving.

AND PS> life during wartime was released at the cumberland and i reviewed below and ALSO get low is out and i thought it was OUTSTANDING last year. xoxoxo- gossip gurlz